The day you left me I was waiting for you to come back, listening to I Can See Clearly Now

I can see clearly now the rain is gone
I can see all obstacles in my way
Gone are the dark clouds that had me blind
It’s gonna be a bright, bright sunshiny day
It’s gonna be a bright, bright sunshiny day

It’s sad, and funny, thinking back, that that’s what I was listening to. I guess I hoped that after that morning we’ll be good. But no. I should have known. This happy song is now reinterpreted in my mind as something very sad.

This feeling of sadness comes and goes. I wish I wasn’t so alone, although I know that I built this castle where I’m alone, all by myself. Oh well. I am tired.