I remember the time you were incredibly happy with everything I wrote or did. I miss those times. I don’t know what happened. I guess it’s K. I just want you to know that I still look up to you the same way you did then. And I care just as deeply as then.

I’m not sure I’d survive that. I… am not sure. I don’t even understand what I feel. I like your closeness. I love your love. And I don’t know what happened to that. There were… moments when you were SUPER close. I wonder if you got afraid. I don’t know how to fix this. I don’t know. I don’t know.